Anxious

So I'm not going into work today. I had to cancel a harassment workshop at one of the high schools. I feel awful. It feels like the pressure of all the stressors in my life are pushing into my skull. I feel like I need to do everything right now.

I need to have a baby right now.
I need to lose weight for my diabetes right now.
I need to learn to drive right now.
I need to finish writing the Board's Healthy Workplace Policy right now.
I need to come out right now.
I need to finish all the harassment training for CAW right now.
I need to complete the terms of employment renewal for the Prinicpals right now.
I need to eat better for my diabetes right now.
I need to take better care of my feet right now.
I need to establish that PD committee right now.
I need to attain level 1 NQI certification for our wellness initiative right now.
I need to have a clean house right now.
I need to finish high school right now.
I need to continue my records managment courses right now.
I need to bring closure to the harassment claim and counterclaim right now.
I need to find replacements for all those maternity leaves right now.
I need to pay off all my debt right now.
I need to finalize APSSP contract negotiations right now.
I need to finish doing my Christmas decorating right now.
I need to write up those disciplinary letters and distribute them right now.
I need to bring closure to the PASS terms of employment contract.
I need to finish the changeover with home ownership stuff right now.
I need to finalize the updates to the Senior Managers' terms of employment right now.
I need to be finished all my Christmas shopping right now.
I need to establish the exceptions to outsourcing needs through our EAP right now.
I need to finish the Harassment e-resource tool right now.
I need to get enough sleep right now.
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I need Konni to be safe right now.
I need Kay to be home right now.
I need Joy to be home right now.
I need Mom & Dad to stop fighting right now.
I need Glenna to be healthy right now.
I need Charles to make more so I can make less right now.
I need Anna to be OK right now.

I need...